Tuesday, August 14, 2007 ;
10:10 PM
*ahem*...i m here to tell u a story today....
once...dere is dis guy who dunno anythin....he has nvr experienced the stage of being in love....he entered a new sch...and he met this gal....a gal who is quiet yet stands out in de crowd in his eyes....the guy fall in love wif dis gal...the class get to noe abt some rumours soon and always make fun of dem...the guy will juz blush coz he is shy towards gals in nature....he is juz a spas person wif a spas look....he neither looks like a gentleman who gif in to gals...nor he looks like some scholars wif dilligence..but aft everythin sets dwn...dis gal still chose to fall in luv wif de guy....
the guy decided to sms the gal for de 1st time...and de 1st reply he received is..."erm...sorry who are u"...of coz..the guy tink of it as a bad start...sian 1/2...but nvm and carry on wif de sms...so 1 sms develop into 2...2 to 4...4 to 8 and so on....soon...they started sms-ing and msn-ing and even maple tgt....in de meanwhile...their relationship get stronger....dere is another guy in de class who likes dis gal as well...and did mani romantic things....but after confession...he failed....the guy dun dare to do anythin for he haf had a bad experience and oso...he noe tt the other guy failed despite having better looks and build than him...his inferiority sets in....
after the 2 months of sms and msn and maple....he decided to confess juz before the gal changes sch....and den he realise...de gal had a bf....and the gal said she dunwan to hurt him....but she has a bf....nt long ltr...the guy..being cheeky...saw the gal's close fren hp and come upon dis sms tt reveals the truth to him....the gal likes him as well...but she is in a dilemma....due to the presence of her bf....being excited...the guy tell the gal tt he alrdy noe abt the fact tt the gal likes him without much thinking....everythin starts to unfold from here....
they went out...and once...the guy sends the gal home....and he ask a daring qn for the 1st time in his life...."can i hold ur hand?" the gal rejected and say.."dunwan la...ltr my parents see den i die lor"...dere is de atmosphere of awkwardness...and silence is golden applies well to the situation....suddenli...de guy slip on a puddle of water and the gal...in her natural reflex....grab the guy to prevent him from falling dwn...the guy jiu hold her hands...and say"aiya dun care le"...the gal did nt retrieve her hands and say,"ltr my parents see jiu die ar"...although she is sayin tt....deep inside...the guy can feel tt she is smiling wif hapiness....a simple scene of holding hands...yet tt funni and heartwarming....tt day is 1st april...april fool....
aft tt they go on beri smoothly....everythin is settled except for the bf....aft much encouragement from the guy...the gal decided to break the news to her bf...her 2-yrs and 1st bf ever....it marks de end of their 2-yr relationship and yet marks de start of a new relationship....
there is dis 1 time...where the gal crash de guy's sch lecture...and the guy's nature and talent is to sleep in lecture....the gal helped the guy to write notes and even draw pictures to help him in de understanding.....it is econ lecture and it is on negative externality and the gal drew a factory disposing rubbish into the rivers...causing negative externalities....
the guy go to the gal's hse to study sometimes when the gal's parents are out...they are like a pair of lovely couples in de hse...the guy will lie on the gal's leg while they talked...the guy is more independent on the gal which is the reverse of the usual procedure....the guy will always hug the gal and feel the feeling of heartwarming and the feeling of being taken care of...and dis is wat he learn from the tvs always....the gal taught him abt public good and use example of lamp post to make him understand when he dun....
the guy taught the gal to be more open abt things....coz the gal is rather shy whenever the guy hug her in public....the gal get used to it soon and hugging in public is no longer a taboo for her le...there is once where the guy juz finished playin bball and being in a sweaty shirt...de guy still hug the gal...the gal juz said "eek" and she din mind at all....she also felt the feeling of love....
aft being separated into different sch...the gal always ask de guy out during weekends...and the guy is lazy and doesnt accept it sometimes...the guy nvr ever took de initiative to ask de gal out before...and neither did he initiate sms often...and the gal will sms to ask why is the guy able to endure nt sms-ing her even for the whole day...for she miss him...the guy dun understand anythin at all den say "nth to sms ma"....the guy is forever tt insensitive and so blur in bgr....he realli dun understand why all these shuld be a MUST....
on the gal bdae...the guy saves hard to treat her to a concert...becos the guy is a spendthrift by nature....the gal is beri happy to noe abt the concert....however...on de day where de concert is held...de gal had a high fever...conflicts arised...but the guy's 1 sentence melted the gal's heart and de conflict is resolved..."if u r realli nt feeling well...den dun go ba...money doesnt matter...wat matters most is ur health"...the gal is touched...in e end...they went on wif de concert as planned....the guy is indeed tt spas concerning bgr...a date wif his gf and he ask his brother along...so is a pair of couple and an extra guy....
on de actual day of the gal bdae....the guy went to the gal's hse....he promised to cook instant noodles for de gal on tt day....coz tt is de onli thing he noe how to cook...and in e end..he failed and it is still de gal tt volunteer to cook....and aft eating...de gal also did the washing....despite nt gettin anythin for the gal...coz the guy has spent all his money on the concert tix le....the gal is happy tt the guy is dere wif her and spent her bdae wif her....his presence is enuff to make her happy....
aft 3 months of love....the guy finalli told the gal that he wan a break-up...the guy ask de gal to come online coz he wan to tok to her...the gal did not noe this will be coming and still come online happily thinking tt she can tok to the guy on msn...the words came out....the gal is sad and the guy can feel tt she is crying despite the fact tt the break-up is carried out in msn...the gal said her last words..."i din expect this to be so sudden and i dunno where went wrong....but i onli noe...i love u...bbz and take care" and she went offline...
this marks de end of their relationship....3 months of relationship...and it is de guy's 1st relationship....it seems so short...
the guy has finalli matured over the 1 yr and and understand wat the gal undergoes in e past...he now noe tt a relationship nid commitment as well...which he dun even noe in de past...he carries dis sense of guilt wif him forever...and in his heart...he noes tt in dis world...never ever had a gal treat him so nice before...she is de 1st...and de last...
every moment of them being tgt is still remembered in his mind....it serves as a memory....and it will be etached in his heart forever....and ever....whenever he tink abt the past....he is reminded of home....a place where he can go to whenever he is tired...the gal gif him the feeling of home and protection....
a post to remember the gal and all tt she has done...a post to show the whole world wat a failure the guy has been....a post that perhaps the gal will nvr ever read it...a post that shows the guy's regret which is nvr shown to de gal....a post that is nt meant to be laughed at....a post that is being typed as all de memories went thrugh the mind..each and every single detail....a post that is typed here becos the guy rather hope tt the gal or frenz related will not see it...although the guy doesnt show it often...in beneath his strong and "heck care" appearance...he still care a lot abt a lot of things...[L]egendz
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